Seven Candles _ Shangguan Midnight

I wanted to reach out to touch his face, but my whole body was too weak to have any strength. I wanted to call his name loudly, but I could only squeeze out a gossamer voice: "Qifan.." July, are you awake? You're awake, aren't you? I looked at him blankly, he is not Qifan, he is He Qin'an! My consciousness can not pick up for a moment, his voice rang again: "Auntie!"! Aunt! She's awake! Another haggard face appeared in front of my eyes. It was Qifan's mother. Her hand gently pressed my forehead: "Oh!"! You finally woke up! I looked at them absently: "I just had a dream, dream of Qifan … …" Something's wrong. Where is he? Where is he? Oh, I know. It's our wedding day. He must.. Why are we here? Shouldn't we be waiting for Qifan at the wedding dress shop? "July.." Qifan's mother looked at me with tears on her face. I said to myself: "Go, Qifan can't find me for a while, I will be anxious, no, I want to go back to the wedding dress shop right away!" Then I sat up, a sharp pain in my hand, and I was in the infusion. He Qin'an grabbed my hand. His expression was so helpless: "July, don't do this.." I looked at him dully. "Why are you here?"? Aren't you supposed to be with Kai Fan? I know, Qifan must not find me, so let you come to me,metal racking systems, right? I'm going. He grabbed hold of me, and a plea came into his voice. "Don't torture yourself like this, July, I beg you." I don't know where a burst of strength came from. I broke away from him and ran out. The needle slipped from my hand. I was stopped by doctors and nurses who heard the noise. Let go of me! You must all be crazy! Why did you catch me? I'm just going to get married! Qifan is still waiting for me! Why don't you let me go? Let it go "Qifan is dead!"! Died! Don't lie to yourself any more! He Qin'an's roar overwhelmed my scream, like an invisible pair of scissors cutting up my dream, and also cutting up all the presupposed beauty and longing. I suddenly turned around. "No, it's not true. You're lying to me." My eyes stopped on Qifan's mother's face and looked at her imploringly. "It's not true,metal racking systems, is it?" She covered her mouth, suppressed her cry, and turned her head away. Her expression answered for her. No mother would curse her child, and nothing would hurt her more than the loss of her son. I collapsed on the ground, tightly holding He Qin'an's sleeve, I earnestly, powerless to say: "You take me to see it?"? I'm going to the scene, and I'm going to go now, and I can't let myself believe it's true.. "You've been in a coma for two days and one night. The scene has been cleaned up long ago. There's nothing there now." "Then you take me to see him, and even if he is really dead, I will see his body." However, I had no more strength to stand up, and after being sedated, I closed my eyes hopelessly. In the morgue, pallet rack shelving ,push back racking system, the cold air permeated my limbs and bones. Originally, I still have a little bit of unreasonable hope, hoping that all this is just an unreasonable joke, but now, even that little bit of hope is disillusioned. Qifan lay there quietly. His whole body was burned beyond recognition. I stretched out my trembling hand and stroked his face. He slept so peacefully that he no longer had any thoughts. He let go of everything, including me and our unborn child. I was teetering. He Qin'an held me. He said in a sad whisper, "July, if you want to cry, you can cry. I know you feel sad." I was silent, just staring at Qifan, I am not uncomfortable, because I have no heart, my heart has died with Qifan. Coming out of the morgue, I walked side by side with He Qin'an on the road. I stopped and looked up at the gray sky, trying to see a glimmer of light through the clouds, but what I saw was only a bleak one. Qifan's voice drifted into his ears. Where did you come from? I've never seen a girl like you. When did I fall in love with you? It was the first time I saw you eat. "I want to love you for this life, the next life, and the next life." I know you have been hurt a lot before, I swear, from now on, I will not let you suffer a little grievance, believe me, July! I want a girl who is as beautiful, strong and gentle as you. When our child grows up, I will send her to the best school and receive the best education? July? "I will not be lost, unless I am not in this world. When you know that your name is in my blood, you will understand how much I love you." I don't know if I can be the best husband, but I will do my best to make you feel that marrying me is your choice without regret in this life. In July, I'm going to give you a wedding you didn't expect. July, I love you, you don't know how much I love you. July, July, July.. It seems to be the memory of yesterday, but now the bond of fate makes it all out of reach, and the oath can only echo in the wind. Qifan, how can I convince myself to forgive you? I can't! I really can't! I want to ask you clearly even if I go to the end of the world! I pulled up my legs and ran into an oncoming car. He Qinan rushed over and held me in his arms. He said recklessly, "My God, July!"! Why are you so stupid? How can you have such an idea? Qi Fan's accident is an act of God, and no one can stop it, but what about you? How can he feel at ease under the spring if you die like this? He must want you to live healthy, even if you do not have any worries, no nostalgia, then the child? The child is innocent,radio shuttle racking, how can you have the heart to kill his life before he can open his eyes to see the world? Be strong, July! His words deeply hurt my already numb nerves. I curled up in his arms and was speechless. I could only cry on his shoulder. What is the feeling of heartbreak? Is a moment of the collapse of the sky, is the last moment of the end of the world. 4。 kingmoreracking.com
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